Thursday, May 13, 2010
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About Me
- The Untold Stories of Nurse Katy
- I am a 34 yr old mom of 2 girls...ages 10 and 4, love to write about anything from current hardships and battles I've overcome with depression and anxiety...to spirituality to promoting healthy lifestyles, as well as issues and causes I feel are pertinent in current affairs. I love being a mom, have been a RN for 7 yrs, am currently in school to attain my career goals. I am a very hopeful, intelligent, loving person that likes to look at the glass as half full...lol...and try to keep the outlook that when life gives you lemons....just make lemonade. I can be naive sometimes about certain people and situations...but that's just a small part of who I am as a whole. I am a dreamer....but who says dreams can't come true!
I have felt moved by this song since I first heard it at the Hannah Montana movie that I took my daughter to. I guess it hits home for me in so many ways. I don't think anyone understands what the "climb" is like for me...I mean how could they...but everyone has their own "climb" in their own lives. I have had to find strength I didnt know I had...to fight my uphill battles...but I do always manage to get to the other side. I also feel connected to this song bc I have always had these huge goals that get into my head...always trying to take on too much I guess...then when I don't achieve them, I feel like I've let myself down. I am so sick of this cycle! I don't want to stay on this losing streak I've been on for some time now. I feel like a failure in so many ways...that sometimes it is hard to keep my head up. I am changing my attitude now...no more letting people get the best of me...kicking me while I am down. The world is not the way I have always thought it should be. People are not good and kind by nature. In fact, people are actually more prone to hate and being unkind naturally...which was so hard for me to accept...but I guess I can't worry about the world. All I can change is myself...and that in itself will be a huge challenge...well, I've always been up for a good challenge. Hope to come out stronger in the end!
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